Complicated day!

today actually is a happy day for me
but suddenly felt so sad...
because of a little things

I should not care so much...
It's not worth to care!
Let it be!

I have no mood to post the happy things that i wanna post here
I'm really disappointed!!
One come, another one come again....

It's this God wanna punish me
not to laugh so much??
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Or punish me I done some bad things...
Did I really did wrong something???

I'm really don't know!
If I'm really did wrong, hope God can forgive me...
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Today have many things that I wanna share it here
- my colleagues said my rilakkuma like monkey ==
- my colleagues give me 2 tins of redondo choco~~
- my parent funny moment (really laugh die me)

but now because of one things, make me so disappointed!
SO SUDDENLY!!

next time only tell bah~~~

"It's really hurt to pretend happy when you are not happy at that moment!
really really really hurt and sad..."

I'm really try my best not to cry, but im really really cant!
:'(

Joan! 你一定要坚强下去!!!!

Song for today!

i can't "忍住不哭" ~~

不哭就不是我了~~

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